Akibat menghina Allah

Sebelom aku tulis blog ni,aku berdoaa pada Allah supaya aku tak tergolong dalam golongan orang yang syirik dan kufur nikmat..

Petang tadi,kawan lama aku call dan ajak minum.kebetulan aku dah lama tak jumpa dia dan ktorg lepak kat kedai nasi ayam depan opis aku...

Cam2 cerita keluar terutama cerita tentang dia kat mekah..oh,lupa bagi tau,dia baru balik dari umrah...hailaaa,bila la aku dapat ke rumah Allah tu...seronok dengar cerita dia..sangat menarik.ada cerita tentang cuaca,tentang diam mulut celupar sampai lah cerita tentang ujian yg Allah bagi kat dia..

Tapi aku nak cerita kat sini bukan kisah pengalaman dia kat mekah,tapi tentang kakak ipar dia...dia luahkan pada aku untuk aku jadikan iktibar...

Alif (nama kawan aku), baru jek terima akak ipar,maksudnya abg dia kawin lah...tp yang lainnya kat sini,akak ipar dia ni sangat sosial.ini bukan jenis calang2 sosial...tapi tahap sosial dia tu yg jenis suka mencabar hukum Allah...sangat mentakutkan!

Pas kawin,abg si alif ni try la bawak bini dia ke jalan yg lagi baik,tapi,melentur buluh mmg payah giler!...mak mertua dia mmg jangan harap dia nak hormat lah..dan nak jadikan cerita,diorang laki bini pindah ke kota london....keje kat sana...dok sana teros..dengan alasan,keluarga mertua (keluarga alif) tak suka dia kawin ngan abg alif....

Satu hari,mak alif dan alif sendiri pulang dari umrah...so diorang bawak la segala macam buah tangan termasuklah air zam-zam...air yg sangat suci dan dirahmati...

Masa tu abg alif dan akak ipar dia ada kat Malaysia,menyambut kepulangan adik dan emak balik mekah...

Malam tu,mak alif hidangkan air zam2 untuk semua ahli keluarga...dan semua orang minum ambik berkat...susah nak dapat air zam2 kann,kene lah berebut dapatkan...

Tapi,akak ipar alif buat bodoh jek...puas abg alif pujuk suruh minum air zam2..tapi akak ipar alif menolak sekeras-kerasnya...abg alif teros memujuk dan akhirnya isterinya minum jugak air zam2..

"Air ni rasa tak sedap langsung!..rasanya sangat menggelikan ...dah,jangan paksa I minum lagi,I tak suka sebab tak sedap"

Itulah jawapan akak ipar alif pas dia minum air tu...dia tau tu air zam2..tapi sengaja mencabar kekuasaan Allah...semua yg ada mengucap panjang dan mintak untuk mengucap dua kalimah syahadah,mohon ampun dari Allah..

Tapi malang,akak ipar alif teros berkeras..

Malam tu,family alif dikejutkan dengan suara jeritan akak ipar alif dari bilik air rumah....semua orang meluru ke tempat kejadian..sesuatu yang menakutkan telah berlaku...

17 batang gigi akak ipar alif luruh dengan sendirinya sewaktu dia sedang berkumuh...Maha suci Alllah...

Tapi sayang sekali bila dia tak percaya ini disebabkan dia hina air zam2,tapi disebabkan kekurangan kalsium akibat bersalin,dan bukan sebab air zam2....

Kepada Alif,aku mintak maaf sebab ceritakan benda ni dalam blog aku.aku tak bermaksud nak aibkan keluarga ko,tapi supaya aku tak lupa kisah ni,dan sentiasa menjadi ingatan kepada para pembaca...

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Tangan terseliuh

Susah mau cakap camner sakitnya..tapi mmg terasa nak melempang orang masa memula kene tu..

Ceritanya begini...satu petang yang baik lagi dirahmati,aku balik keje dengan hati yg bersyukur..hehe...ustaz sangat!..tgah aku bukak pintu,aku tersadung kat depan pintu dah sebelah tangan aku menahan badan dari jatuh....tp gaya tangan aku tahan tu,mmg tersalah postur dan posisinya..maka dengan rahmat Allah pada aku yg banyak doso ni,tros tangan aku terseliuh...

Mlm tu tido mmg tak boleh nak nyenyak sangt...tangan sakit giler..nak demam pun ada...

Esok pagi,mmg tak buang masa,aku tros gi klinik paling dekat ngan opis,suruh doktok tgok2 kan...tp doktor tu siap urut tangan aku lagik..hehe..tak sangka doktor india tau urut mengurut....tp mmg lega sket..dapat la mc satu hari...dok umah dan tido..

Pada yg baca entri aku ni,mesti tak puas hati---pasal terseliuh pun nak hupdate ke?..hehe...sukati aku!


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Ukm railway station

Its been so long I'm not went here..many changes happened..especially on the building..quite big change.

This station was my main transport during my study time..when I do master at University Malaya 2 years ago..that also the last time i used train until today...

Compared to driving car just for attending class at UM,used train more cheaper...that's why I like to...and more,me can see various of behavior coz can meet a lot of different people each day...

Try to take one or two photo now,but not so brave..hehe...myb people will feel uncomfortable when they hear 'click' sound...hehe...batter not...

A lot of story here...my story..one of the most remembered is I lost my ticket!...more worst is that the last coin I have for the ticket...so stressful that time...so, I try to borrow from a guy a few ringget to buy a new ticket..and we change phone numbers,easy for me to return back his money soon....

Until that day,we be a close friend..he study at one of islam collage at bangi..in arabic course...3rd year...

But,that the first time and last time we meet..we only use facebook to get in touch...

And after long time not contact him,suddenly I received massage from facebook by his eldest sister...my friend was passed away 2 days ago...coz by car accident...

I was at melaka that time..already be a lecturer....his body was buried at his hometown,kelantan.....my pray to him,my Allah bless him and put him with HIS blessed people...amin

Dedicate this Al-Fatihah to Wan Ahmad Helmi....
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Angah....wish u luck and happily ever after.

Is done...wedding between angan (my 2nd bro) and his wife,zuriyati was done at seremban, on 2 February 2013....it was an amazing ceremony..

1st thing,really respect to both of them,plan their wedding on very strategic date,easy to remember...

At 9 am,me and all family members gathered at my house before we go to surau for nikah ceremony....so,sharp on 9.05am, we all move to surau together...only a few of us knows where is the place exactly...so,that person leads us to that place....:ehehe...unfortunately,the lead person also lost at the end of the day!!!...hehehe...

From 5 cars,only 2 reached on time...:hehe,so I and my cousin try to reaching them,before start nikah ceremony...and finally is done.

At 9.30am,by only one breath,angah finally be a husband....that's the most memorable moment in my life as a big brother in this family...angah not cry at all..he look so happy and I'm proud of him.

Finished the ceremony,guests are please to have refreshment at bride house...than,most of us just back to groom house to wait until 12.30pm for bersanding.

Actually this is not an actual plan...we suppose to lepak at preparation house,just near by of bride house...but suddenly,the owner of the house not allow us to do so...how stupid that family..you suppose to tell us early,just tell to bride family that you not able to let ur house for preparation house....little bit fight on that time....that's why,we all just go back to groom house...and is not so far from bride house...

We came back to bersanding ceremony place 15 minutes early for get ready....and bersanding ceremony begun sharp on 1pm....

Angah and zue looks so matching and beautiful....with a white suit and gown,they both are the most beautiful bride groom ever!...hehehe..they both walking slowly to the pelamin and photographer take place from here....

The ceremony goes as plan,...very well....guess are coming also quite much....

The end of the day, bride and groom are went to guess area and shack hand with all guess...

As bother,eldest in the family...I felt so happy got new sister-in-law...and very thankfull to Allah coz blessing this ceremony....my pray only this marriage will happy ever after.

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Saksi....(Part 3,finale)

Lepas dapat kol dari rita,hati aku btol2 berdebar...mark kawan aku,kat icu...kalau dah kat icu tu,maksudnya mmg terok lah mark accident...tak boleh nak buat pe,aku berdoa jek...insyallah semuanya selamat...nak gi melawat,jauh plak...mark kat icu KL,aku plak kat melaka..

Rita kol aku skali lagi dengan suara sayu...sangat sayu...dia bagi tau aku,dia akan gi melawat mark ngan abgnya...paling tinggi aku dapat "kirim salam" jek pada mark memalui rita...dah lama tak dengar khabar mark,ttb dapat berita mark kat icu...kesian mark...jatuh ditimpa tangga...

Sabtu pada minggu yang sama,aku bercadang melawat mark...aku ada bagi tau benda ni pada rita..dalam esak tangis,rita jelaskan mark selamat,patangan patah dan sudah pun discharge dari hospital...rita bagi aku alamat rumah mark..katanya,mark skarang tinggal di rumah kawan sbb mark tak mampu nak uruskan diri sendiri...

Aku sempat singgah ke rumah rita...rita pesan mintak aku sampaikan barang2 (air yasin,cekelat) pada mark...dan sepucuk surat.....surat?..hati aku rasa tak sedap jek bila pegang surat tu...dan yang paling aku terkedu,rita mintak aku bacakan isi surat tu depan mark...lagi aku terkedu...surat cerai ke?..jap,diorang blom kawin lagi...surat apa tu?..

Takpe lah,aku dimintak utk buat apa yg rita amanahkan....just do it..

Rumah mark kat jalan ipoh..jenuh gak la nak cari kondo mark tinggal...akhirnya jumpa jugak..

Tekan loceng rumah,sepasang suami isteri menjemput aku masuk ke rumah...katanya mark ada kat dalam bilik...pasangan suami siteri tu nampak cam dah biasa ngan mark...rasanya diorang dari negara yg sama,berdasarkan cara diorang cakap english,sama ngan mark..

Aku ketuk bilik mark,aku bukan perlahan2....mark terlantar kat katil dengan kedua tangannya berbalut...aku tersenyum depan mark dan dia terkejut nampak aku time tu....

Aku masuk ke bilik mark n duduk dikerusi yang disediakan...aku bertanya kabar...mark menceritakannya camner dia accident...

Ttb,seseorang masuk ke bilik dan menyapa aku dari belakang...seorang yg aku tak kenal...dan dia terus ke sisi mark...

"Shadi,let me introduce u,this aisyah,my wife....."

...............aku blur,apa ni?...aku btol2 tergamam...

Lepas 2 3 minit,aku tanya mark betol2,siapa perempuan tu dan jawapan mark tetap sama..."My Wife"...mark dah kawin????!!!!

Aku plak yg nak pengsan time tu...aku tak tau nak bagi reaksi apa...apa aku nak cakap ni?!...nak ucap tahniah ke nak soal selidik mark?...takpe2,aku ambik keputusan untuk tak mengelampit kat umah orang...cool jek...aku yakin rita tau tentang ni sbb dia dah pun melawat mark...

Tanpa pikir panjang,aku hulur surat rita pada mark,mark capai surat tu dan terus nangis...mark cam tau apa isi surat tu.aku tak sanggup nak baca,takut terguris perasaan mark nnti...

Pas dok lama..aku mintak diri untuk pulang...salam aku mark sambut dengan tangisan tersendu-sendu...aku masih lagi blur...yang aku ingat,mark sentiasa sebut "thank you fren,thank you fren"...

Sampai ke kereta,aku tros telefon rita...dari rita baru aku tau,di waktu rita melawat mark di hospital,waktu mark pengsan,rita baru tau mark dah kawin 3 bulan yang lepas...waktu tu,rita hampir pengsan....air mata rita tak berhenti sewaktu di hospital...aku faham perasaan rita..

Mengikut cerita rita,mark ambil keputusan kawin dengan aisyah,gadis dari kampung halamannya,dan seorang muslim...setelah pinangannya 2 kali ditolak mak ayah rita...dan surat itu adalah surat pemutus segala cinta antara meraka berdua...dan aku 'saksinya'...

Mark,menerima surat tu dengan air mata,tanda menerima takdirnya dengan rita,dengan hati yg tak rela...

Rita,dia tau dirinya dimana...bukan takdirnya dengan mark...

Aku tak sangka ni lah ending kisah cinta mark dan rita..aku anggap ni takdir yang perlu mereka terima....

Maaf rita,mark...aku tulis kisha korang dalam blog aku,supaya aku sentiasa ingat kisah korang...
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it's so hard without you..

Tonight is a special night...coz tonite is a last day my brother called a bachelor...by tomorrow morning he will be a husband..

No kenduri kawin at our side..coz of financial problem..but is not a big deal....the one who marry is my brother,not sister....so just manage to do kenduri kesyukuran is enough already....so tonite is kenduri kesyukuran,just wanna pray blessing from Allah for tomorrow majlis nikah.

That hardest part is...he still have to work,even though his house got kenduri....at this time,we all family,uncles,aunts,cousins and grandpa grandma,gather for this kenduri kesyukuran,he not able to attend coz of work.....he have to work tonite...

I can feel his feeling now,so guilty,so upset coz of his missingness...

Upon his request,this kenduri is done...even he not here,everything followed according as plan...but we still felt so hard without him....

Ayah..dad,don't be so worry coz without you,every things still follow on ur plan...just finish ur work and comeback...ur son and daughter also ur wife is waiting for you......tomorrow,ur son will married,he need u beside him...coz u the only one his strength....
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